a small disturbance
on the periphery of perception
you detect a quiver of luminosity
an almost-image
a rumoured moon
it is not an optical illusion
nor a noiseworm
boring a loop of jangle
through your cochlea
nor an intimation
of imminent derangement
what would you give to shake it loose
dispense with its theories of attachment
its persistence is exemplary
on starched cotton mornings
in the velvet dusk
when you scale the cliff of wakefulness
or plunge into the tepid depths of sleep
there it is
a small disturbance
ineluctable
no need to ask what it means
think of the hummingbird
with hectic wingbeats
siphoning sweetness from bougainvillea
or the dark star of a hawk
hanging above the high road
where the soldiers man the blockade
under the tongue
a bone a small bone
perhaps from the trout
in that harbourfront cafe
where glass moons swung
amongst the loose hair of trees
the tide licked the shingle
there was the night
and what might come of it
the bone is eyelash thin
a flexible parabola
it lodges under the tongue
in a membranaceous cavern
or the fleshy curtain
of the soft palate
it will not cause choking or septicaemia
though possibly a localised inflammation
it will hardly ever spoil your appetite
you have learned to live
with the persistent irritant
the bone has become |